Monday 31 July 2017

hallucinations

Please help me,
My hallucinations are getting real,
It feels like I am having my last meal,
It feels weird and so surreal.

I keep having these dreams,
It burns and steams,
Perhaps I will find a proper theme,
To further express my dreams.

I am having this vision,
Although it lacks precision,
Humans might go on a mission,
Hopefully there is no collision.

My heart is troubled,
The images in it are jumbled,
Some have crumbled,
Help me; I am troubled.


Wednesday 26 July 2017

did I loose my soul? or did I loose souls?

I got lost,
I didn't know I was lost,
I was lost,
I didn't know I was lost.

I lived a life I loved,
I really did fall in love,
I thought I had found love,
I thought I had a life I loved.

I had a fixed gaze,
I had a burning haze,
I had fire in my soul's cave,
I was indeed brave.

I focused on my goals,
I forgot all souls,
I fixed my heart on gold,
I did loose some golden souls.

I truly regret,
I wish I can reset,
I would then change my mindset,
I would truly then be at rest.

I have lost so much,
I did gain so much,
I had so much goals,
I forgot the souls.

Monday 10 July 2017

memories of you

(sigh)
I have not seen you in forever,
The last I heard from you was ;bye,
Ever since then nothing else,
Absolutely nothing...

(grinning)
I occasionally feel your gaze,
Your happiness was infectious,
I was truly happy with you,
Now I am left with memories...

(sad)
It's been a while since you left,
You left me here in the land of the living,
How do you expect me to survive?
Just how?






feel for yourself...

Have you ever felt light,
Then an equal amount of darkness,
Have you ever felt it,
The struggle for your soul.

Feel the dark times,
Feel the dark energy,
Feel the  dark side,
Feel the contention for your soul.

You then have to decide,
Decide that light is all you want,
Decide it's all you need,
Accept that darkness cannot make you free.

Saturday 8 July 2017

mild words

All around me are familiar faces,
Worn out of places,
Then made into faces,
Feels like it blazes.

I find it hard to tell you,
I find it hard to say,
I find it hard to take,
I find it hard to express.

I am trying to dry my emotions,
So I do not feel sad,
So I do not say,
So I do not take.

No one knows me,
But look right through me,
Then sit and listen,
I am made of mild words.